Sunday, May 31, 2015

Finally

It's finally the end. 100% of me is estatic about this. I have been waiting for this for four years, and I have endured hell and back again and again, and it's finally over. I can close this chapter of my life for good, and I will never have to look back upon it. I will never have to deal with making a country flag absolutely PERFECT with felt. I will never have to juggle college classes with the core classes and hardly making it. I will never have to come to school knowing I'm most likely not doing anything that day. I will never have to come to school and feel that sinking feeling in my chest. Don't get me wrong, I learned that felt is difficult to cut in a perfect line and I learned that some people just don't work well in groups (Yes, I remember sophomore year, when a particular group member stormed out of my house) and I learned some people don't work well with others in general. I've learned when more than one teacher leaves you, there is either something seriously wrong with your class and your school. One thing I've learned going to a school with the same 100 people for four years is that people are going to talk, but it's up to yourself to realize that they're all kids.

Thankfully, I couldn't imagine any better people to pick me up in my moments.
 Imelda, keep doing you, baby. You are so absolutely independent and opinionated and smart and beautiful. I couldn't ask God for someone more amazing.
 Malorie, you will forever outsass anybody I meet. I get my sass from you. You know you will reach your goals, and you're confident and adorable and perfect and I will forever admire that.
 Vince, you are the only person I've been friends with all four years. Through the ups and the downs, you know I love you. Leaving you will probably be one of the hardest things.
 Anais, you know I absolutely adore you. I have ever since we became close, and I intend on keeping you close. Night swimming and beach trips this summer?
 These people I love the most and I want to thank Ipoly personally for introducing them to me. Life will definetly not be as intimidating with them by my side. I won't stop myself from tearing up when I see them getting their diploma.

I want to thank Mr. Hogan for getting me through those days. Drama was always a place where my bad mood always immediatly dissapeared. Good luck to Desiree, Caroline, Illiana, and Brandon. I will forever remember the days we played improv games at the beginning of elective. WE ARE NOT A CULT. Fullerton 2014 was one for the books, even if iPoly WILL NEVER WIN. I will definetly cry saying goodbye to my drama family.

I have major goals for myself and I intend on reaching them no matter what. I can't say it's going to be easy, but I have everything I need to fight back on the hardships. College is the part of my life I will live to the fullest, with no regrets. I can't say that about high school. With about 2 weeks until I officially graduate, until I officially do not have to see anybody else anymore, until I don't have to work on group projects just to pass the time, I will use this time to offically end the chapter titled "High School: Lesson Learned".

Peace out, iPoly.

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